He Quoted Scripture, I Lived It
A Memoir Revealing Faith Weaponized in Marriage, Offering Hope to Survivors Everywhere
About the Author
Terrie Mayka writes and speaks at the intersection of faith, truth, and freedom. She serves survivors of narcissistic and spiritual abuse—especially those harmed in relationships where Scripture was used to control, silence, or shame.
Her memoir, He Quoted Scripture — I Lived It, exposes the hidden mechanics of coercive control, trauma bonding, and spiritual deception with raw honesty and hard-won clarity. Her message is faith-forward and uncompromising: God does not coexist with abuse, and truth is the first step toward freedom.
Faith, Freedom, and Fearless Healing
Her journey from trauma to freedom wasn't easy, but it was transformative. Through God's unwavering love and healing power, Terrie rediscovered her worth, reclaimed her voice, and found the courage to walk away from abuse disguised as devotion.
Mission and Advocacy
Today, Terrie shares her story to light the way for other women trapped in similar darkness. She writes to remind survivors that they are not crazy, not alone, and not without hope. God sees them. Their pain matters. And freedom is possible.
Rooted in Truth, Thriving in Grace
Now retired and living in western New York, Terrie fills her days with the joys she once thought impossible—authentic relationships with family and friends, a faith restored and deepened, and a life rooted in truth rather than fear.
Inside the Story
Terrie thought she was stepping into a new chapter of love and security. What she didn't know was that she was walking into a trap. After meeting Buz through faith-based dating, she was immediately drawn to his charm, confidence, and impressive use of Scripture. Twelve weeks later, they were married. It didn't take long for the façade to crumble.
Behind closed doors, Buz's personality shifted from affectionate to controlling, from spiritual leader to emotional manipulator. Using her past wounds as leverage, he pulled her into a relentless cycle of verbal assaults, silent treatments, and calculated reconciliations, always keeping her off balance and doubting herself.
Faith Under Siege
Have a Question or Comments? Get In Touch With Terrie!
If you are questioning what you endured, what you were taught, or whether faith was ever meant to hurt this way, you are not alone—and you are not wrong for asking. Terrie’s work equips survivors with language, discernment, and validation, helping them recognize abuse, reclaim their voice, and step out of confusion into clarity. Healing does not begin with silence. It begins with truth—and the courage to name it.
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